my life in a microscope…

the Quarter Life crisis

10+10+10 = 25….

Celebrated my 25th year here on earth… attended Sunday worship… blessed by the message…close friends bought me lunch… a hundred birthday greetings… but at the end of the day, i feel lonely…

maybe it’s because I’m broke on my birthday… or i don’t know what to do next with my career.. or i am still clueless on how will i explain myself to somebody…or maybe it’s because i was expecting a dear friend’s birthday message but not a message came… or perhaps, all of the above.

I should be happy… in fact, i should be the happiest person on my birthday but as the day progressed, i got more weary… restless and sad….

i must start another year right… i need to figure out how to… i pray that the LORD will equip me with the things i need to survive another year…

i can’t understand myself… i feel like floating in nowhere… gotta sleep.. gotta clear my head… gotta find freedom in my dream….

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4 responses

  1. BloggeroKuno

    2 lang yan sign of old age or quarter life crisis nga.
    People with ages approaching 30 normally experience a bit of haziness on their road to success – may it be career, family or love life.

    Igan, wag mag-alala NORMAL lang yan!

    What you can do?!

    …apply the rules of railroad crossing
    RED as to STOP – rest for a short while
    YELLOW as to LISTEN – contemplate and think again (maybe you can draw the quadrant of what you are right now and what you really want for yourself)
    GREEN as to GO – once you’re prepared at the platform, CROSS the road again

    October 10, 2010 at 7:55 pm

    • Thanks for the suggestion… I really need to stop and contemplate on things… this too shall pass… 🙂 thanks again!

      October 11, 2010 at 7:39 am

  2. Happy Birthday!

    And welcome (back – if you have been here already) to the blogging world. Looking forward to read more of your blogs.

    October 14, 2010 at 11:57 am

    • thanks spiderham.. 🙂 i’m not really a creative blogger but i’ll be true sa blogs ko.. LOL

      October 15, 2010 at 5:06 pm

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