my life in a microscope…

i wish i can accomplish something today….

haist… it has been almost 2 months since i transferred to my new department… i’ve been in training for a month… and there have been trainings after i was deployed… but here i am still can’t figure out things on my own… 😦 it’s frustrating at some point… i mean, what’s wrong with me??? i can’t concentrate on anything anymore… 😦

good thing, i have good and smart teammates… panu nalang kung wala?? how can i ever survive… hays….

There are things to finish… there are tasks to be done… but i can’t seem to focus and work on them… maybe i don’t have the motivation… maybe i just don’t feel like doing them… maybe i don’t see the point why i should finish them… or maybe this is not the place where i should be??? or maybe i’m just ranting like a mad man or something…. ahahhaah…

i dunno… i dunno anything anymore… i feel so futile…





3 responses

  1. You can do it Patty! Give it one more month. If still you’re not happy about it, you already know what to do! 🙂 Cheer up!

    June 21, 2011 at 11:04 pm

  2. lolzsec

    think of all the reasons on why you transferred there in the first place + include your personal motivations as well. 🙂

    June 22, 2011 at 11:12 am

  3. Thanks Lizzie and lolzsec… 🙂 in time, ill be able to figure this one out…

    June 22, 2011 at 1:12 pm

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